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missing and waiting

imtoinky on Oct-2-2008

i miss the kids again :( i miss being a teacher….although it’s tiring but at the end of the day the kids still bring joy and happiness to me.

i miss hearing the words “teacher may” hay, i want to be with the kids again…can i go back to teaching even for a couple of days? i want my own kingdom where i got to feel so special and loved by my students, i want to take a 15-minute nap with them then we’ll run and dance around, hay….miss the kids so much…

so much for the missing thingy…

hay, waiting is killing me! I need to make myself busy with other things so i won’t think of it…paranoia…anxiety…boredom…am i stressed? maybe…

hay, i think i should get a sleep now…

Mayo Kinse

imtoinky on May-15-2008

I just finished the survey questionnaires for tomorrow. Hopefully, everything will turn out good. I want this research to be done so I can start on my online classes.

I might have an outing/getaway with my co-teachers this coming Wednesday, May 21…I still dunno the venue yet..

Good night! sleepy eyes…

They got me!

imtoinky on May-13-2008

Teaching is not an easy job. But I love doing it with the kids :)

When my senior high school adviser asked us to make a research on the course or profession that we like to take up in college, I thought of getting medicine for I wanted to be a dermatologist. But after researching, I changed my planned profession, from dermatologist to pediatrician! Why pediatrician? because I love to be with the kids, as simple as that. So, I took up an entrance exam at one of the colleges in our place but after the exam, I changed my mind again…I hate hospitals and if I’ll pursue my medicine courses..hospital will be my home. Just a few days of realizing those thoughts I found myself having interest to get an Education course for the preschoolers. I enrolled with that course and I am really happy about it. I spent my college years with a lot of insights, learning and experiences that shaped me to be a preschool teacher to the kids that I handled. With my teaching experiences with the kids, I gained a lot of realization and insights.

During the first few months of my teaching, I got lots of heartaches and headaches! My kids were really challenging me to the fullest. I am handling different kids with different personalities and I have to attend and deal all of them. They pushed me to the limits and I thought of giving up. Aside from the personalities that I dealt with, I also have lots of paper thingies at work that need to be passed on time. I am losing all my energy those times but I have to finish what I’ve started.

But as the tiring months passed by, I observed that my kids started to change. They no longer to be my headache and heartache of the day. They brought joy and laughter to me and I was looking forward to see them everyday. Kisses and hugs were spreading inside my kingdom. I ran and play with them during our Free Time. All of my students love to dance for we almost do it everyday in the class.

When the school ends, I was preparing myself for a great vacation so I can relax. But then, I just realized that I am starting to miss my kids so much! I want to hug them badly…ahahay…Soon, they will leave the Play World and they will be ready to face the challenges of the Big School. Hay, I hope they can still remember me because they left a smile mark on my heart! I miss them so much…

Now, I need to face reality. I will soon have my own family and I also have dreams that I want to fulfill. I will be missing a lot of things, people and experiences with my decisions. This will make me sad too. Hay, do you think it’s okay to leave the school for me to search for a brighter future? or to stay at school and enjoy being with the kids. Hay, I already have a decision but I am just sad that I will no longer be with my students when they enjoy another level in their Play World.

I love my kids so much….

achi.aaron.kobi.vince.jared.choi.raf.briana.vashti.tina.sam.

gabby f.gabby r.kenzo.ken.tep.veren.cheska.isabel.sophia.

kisses and hugs for all you!

Mayo Trese

imtoinky on May-13-2008

At ako’y na werla!

We’re still finishing our research paper…

at house

imtoinky on May-12-2008

Bored!

It’s been a long time since I worked on my paper works for school and work. I don’t have the appetite to finish it. I don’t care if my money was on hold because of my unfinished papers. All I want is to enjoy my vacation this Summer and to look for jobs online ’cause I might not be working with them anymore this year. It’s a sad decision because I’ll be missing a lot, the kids, my friends and my experiences but I have to make a decision because I want to clear everything and to focus on what I really want to achieve as of the moment - it is to work abroad and to have my family there.

Hay, am I doing the right thing???

I feel bored here and I might go to sleep….

Wednesday Research!

imtoinky on Apr-16-2008

It’s Wednesday and this is the day that I will meet our Research Teacher! Good luck to us who have this subject for summer, ahaha.

Well, I finished all the assignments that she gave last Monday. But, I am not sure if everything is right..ahahaa…