Can somebody help me to stop what I’m feeling tonight? I can’t stop my tears….

It’s the second time…..

This is supposed to be our happy day….but this night will end that my tears are falling….and it won’t stop

I was trying my luck to search for jobs in Singapore. My friend recommended a certain school and so I passed all the needed files. I also researched on the different schools so I will have more applications there and all I have to do later is just to pick or shop for the school that I really like. I just tried two schools last week and luckily I was immediately scheduled for a video interview and a phone chat. Nobody knows when my schedules would be and so I let myself to be ready at all times. I went home after school and face the computer to check my emails. I had the video interview first, it was a heart pumping experience because the HR interviewed with the use of headset and webcam. I gave her lots of smiles in the world so she won’t have a hint that I was really nervous at that time. After that, she asked me to pass my other files. I waited for days just to get her response but all I got was “Yes, I have it. Thank you” that was all. But my friend who also applied on that same school got an email, she needs to pass the other requirements for accreditation. Uh-oh, maybe I really didn’t pass on the interview or there’s something wrong with my resume. I felt sad when I opened my email and didn’t receive from her. My friend and I were expecting that we will get the same response, but I need to the HR if they really received my emails. She answered my email without telling me if I’m really in or out. Well, maybe I should get another school