I don’t know what to choose…I am floating and just waiting for things to come…This will be a big decision and I need to consider a lot of things and people around me.

Singapore

    I will have a 6-month training then I will be working at Greenhills to an International Preschool. It’s a Philippine branch and it will be the first center in our country. There’s a 2 year bond for this offer.

    Makuki might also go to Manila to work and we might settle there for a while. That’s the initial plan if I’ll pursue to this offer. We will be together at the busiest place in the country, we will have big adjustments with the environment and crowd.

Canada

    I need to wait for 4 to 6 months for my application to be approved. Papers should be passed on the agency asap so they can bring it to the employer.  If everything goes well, I will work there for 2 long years and I might bring my mum and Makuki. But we have to decide, marry before Canada or marry after my contract..ahuhuh…

I don’t know what to choose….help me!

And I am confused….

Before it was just “To Go or Not to Go”  but now it is “Near or Far”

I am still waiting for the “Far” details and for the “Near” package or contract. I said YES to “Near” last night and when I woke up this morning I was surprised to open my email about the “Far” offer. Now, I am so confused…

It’s Wednesday and this is the day that I will meet our Research Teacher! Good luck to us who have this subject for summer, ahaha.

Well, I finished all the assignments that she gave last Monday. But, I am not sure if everything is right..ahahaa…

I feel sleepy and hungry. I want to eat before I close my eyes tonight but I can’t find any food in the fridge. Wait, I still have dark chocs but I already brushed my teeth and I might have sore throat tomorrow morning if I eat a block of choc. Anyways, I can feel my growling stomach now and maybe I’ll just drink a glass of water..ahahaha…sarap mag “shawarma” at donuts!

I just had my afternoon nap. I’ve been longing for this time since I started working. I feel deprived of naps, ahihi. My work starts at 9am and ends at 4pm but I usually goes out from work by 5pm. I don’t have enough time to have a short nap because I am too busy preparing my own magical kingdom for my guests.

Anyways, I am still thinking about the offer. Should I grab it or not? When will I decide on my own and try to have an independent life? Maybe, this will be the right time but how will I know? I wish everything is easy and I don’t need to make big decisions in life but life would be boring if this will happen. If I’ll grab it I’ll say goodbye to my comfort zones. I’ll be missing a lot..my dogs, mum, my relaxed life, places, people and of course Spaceman. But, we need to to prepare for our future. This might help me to save a lot and somehow fulfill my dreams. Duh, I still dunno…

I just had my phone conversation with Ms. F last Monday and she mentioned that there will be a training before I can teach to their International Preschool. It was not so clear to me and I just sent and email to Ms. R to ask about it. I was really surprised that the training will happen on June and will end at November of this year and the school will start right after the training. But the training will be at Singapore! Am I ready for this? I applied for their SG branch before but they offered the Phil branch because they will open it late this year and here I am still thinking about it if I’ll grab it or not. The deal is I will be trained at Singapore and I will be working for them for two (long or short?) years at Greenhills.

I am really grateful to all the surprises and blessings that the Lord has given on me. I didn’t really ask for it but I think He believes that I deserve this kind of position and I will still pray for Him to guide me on whatever decisions that I will make and I know He is always there for me Thank yo, Lord!

and i feel upset…i feel that i don’t have the right to feel bad or upset with the things going around. i am not a materialistic and a possessive person. it is just that i take good care of the things around me. i don’t dwell too much on my feelings.

ok, now here’s the story. i just got the notebook and we were really excited about it. i shared it with him and i trusted him doing all the stuff with it. but we just forgot to make the recovery discs and after doing his own partition of c and d, the os went bad. it can’t be used and we went to the hp store to let it fix but the technician said that we need to pay 1500 so we can get a recovery discs for it and we can install everything that has been swept away. but we don’t want to pay that kind of amount because it’s a bit pricey. so, i let him do it again. i wanted to have the real os of that which is vista but it’s really difficult to have it back again. so i settled with xp, but im afraid that some programs might not work anymore…well im hoping that it will work again.

 i am not greedy, i am willing to share all the things that i have in life. i may feel upset with what happened but i think that it is just a natural feeling..upset and disappointed…

i hope you understand, i know you can do everything..maybe i just like to enjoy it with it’s default features but what can we do if it’s impossible to have it back so soon…

i don’t want us to argue with this…