When I opened my email this morning I read a message from one of my contacts inviting me to join the HandBag Planet. I checked the site and learned that they’ll be giving away great and big bags. So, I immediately register and hoping to get the shiny big blue bag that I chose, ahihi.
I’ll also invite all my friends on my contact list so I can get the bag for free!
Anxiety attacks!
I was preparing myself for my upcoming travel and work abroad. Well, I was a bit ready to leave my mum, family, huggy and my two dogs. I promised myself not to cry or sob by the time I’ll be seating on the plane. So much for those things. Just last night when I was browsing about the waiting period for working visa, I read articles about the refusal of working visa for some people after waiting for a long time. It was devastating for them, some of them reapplied and some accepted it and moved on. Now it affects me so much, waiting is killing me and I should be ready for everything, I should have different options…hay, I am a bit settled with the thought of leaving and to settle there with my future family but if everything falls down….I must learn to accept it, move on and work on my options…
If I’ll get a visa these would be my plans…
If I’ll be refused…
Hay, I dunno what will happen after looking for work. I might be teaching again. It can be here in Davao or Manila. Hay, maybe that’s all…
It is my dream to work as a teacher abroad 
and I was given an opportunity. I hope this is for me and hope everything will be working so well. God is with me and He knows my desires. I hope he’ll give me this one, but if He thinks I am not ready for this, I’ll accept it whole-heartedly, it might cause me pain, but it’s okay it’s just a challenge and test for me to be stronger He has better plans for me and I can patiently wait for it to happen in my life
Why is it that most of my friends are getting engaged and married????
Wahh, my lola was teasing me that all of my friends in our village are married and I’m still single, ahahaha. Until now, she doesn’t know that I already have an 8th year relationship with HUGGY, ahaha…poor lola, eh she’s strict kasi.
Well, maybe it’s not yet my time My friends have reasons for getting married earlier than me..some of them have baby bumps before tying the knot while some are just for….they’re just ready to face another chapter in their lives and I am happy for them…
Am I jealous? mm, nopes. Being single yet taken is fun, I can do things what I want Huggy and I have still dreams and plans that we want to pursue and we know someday it will be our turn to say “I Do’s”, sweet…
But I think it’s so lovely and sweet to be engaged, ahahaha..no pressures Huggy, you know girls love surprises and sweet things and I’m one of those! bwahahaha
I wanna fly to Makati tonight!
Reason: Amici di Don Bosco and Mom and Tina Bakery!
I just love their food and I want to try everything. If only I knew about them when I was there, I must be eating at their restos everyday! I don’t care for the money that I’ll be spending..all I want is great food
I made this entry so I won’t forget about these two restos when I’m there at Makati.
For Amici di Don Bosco, here’s the address and contact details:
Amici di Don Bosco located at A. Arnaiz Avenue corner C. Roces Avenue, Barangay San Lorenzo, Makati City and is open from 10am-9pm from Mondays to Saturdays. For inquiries, call 893-8232 local 113
Can’t wait to try their pizzas and pasta! I’ll also order different gelatos, ahahhaa…I just love gelatos (did I spell it right?) For the prices, it’s affordable and wallet-friendly, hay…imagine 35-50pesos for a scoop of gelato, cheap ayt? I’m thinking of all the food already…..
For Mom and Tina’s Bakery:
Perea corner De La Rosa, Makati City
+632 894 3598, 840-4299
Love their breads, chicken spinach lasagna and their cute cup desserts! woot, wanna go there soon
went to the dentist this afternoon to change my ligatures…so i now have purple braces hopefully, this metal on my lower set of teeth will be removed next month…i still need to save 4k for my balance…more links please…..
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got nothing on my mind as of the moment, im like this :-I
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i already sent huggy’s bir form, he’ll receive it on thursday…i didn’t make it on the cut-off time of 2go…at least, i finally mailed it
My friend forwarded me an ebook and I am trying to read it tonight….I am trying to read it but I rather browse on the internet than reading on the laptop, ahihihi. Maybe I will have the interest in reading it tomorrow, ahihihi..The book is entitled The Secret, sshhh..
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I wanna go to the dentist tomorrow to change my ligatures / simply remove my lower braces…It’s too loose already and I can feel it every time I have a bite…
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We might have a Pajama Party next week or the week after next week! Who will be there? Of course the Bella Donnas, ahahaha…miss the gurls so much, we might spend the whole night talking and laughing about anything, bwahahaa…hope we’ll be complete on that event
I wanna go back to dancing,mmm…cheerdancing I guess
I just watched the UP PEP Squad at youtube and they’re so cool, I love their fast and sharp moves. How I wish to dance with them but I need to be fitter, slimmer, faster and of course to be a real cheer dancer! Well, I can do some split moves before but it’s hard for me now, I was also sharp in doing my jazz movements before but I can’t do those cart wheels and back flips and I find it hard to do the front roll, ahhaa…worst thing..I’m poor in balancing but still I was able to dance gracefully hay, where can I find a good dance school here???
Time to sleep now…ZzzZZzz
Huggy wrote an online love letter to me I read it first on his blog but when I checked my own blog a while ago, he left a comment for me to read his letter
To many, we are celebrating our 8th year together. But we both know it’s more than that. To some, we are celebrating the night you said yes to my question. To me, we are celebrating the start of a long-running adventure. It was like I was signing a contract - one that allows me to be with you on something more than us, a life to discover. We were very young then, our hearts were nervous and full of hopes and dreams. It was more of an experiment really, especially for me (and I guess for you too). I was never courageous enough to tell you personally how I felt for you. I don’t know it yet then whether it was like or comfort or friendship that I was asking for. I just went on what my heart could not content. I could not stand to talk in front of you so I had to write this letter in a small piece of stationary paper just to tell you what you meant to me. It was fun. It was scary. Most of all, it was the start of a new adventure… to friendship, to fun, to life, to love.
The past eight years that have gone did not come without struggles. As our relationship grew, so did our friendship. We were more than friends, we were close buddies. You knew my heart aches, I knew yours. You knew my dreams and desperations, I knew yours. I learned how you dislike people who take with them the things that you discovered first to be wonderful. It was fun looking at you like that - you looked like a little girl whose special cone of ice cream was taken away from her. At the beginning years, there were a lot of adjustments. I was always hot tempered. You were always point blank - as if there is nothing to make fuzz about all the time. I was a worrier; you were a happy-go-lucky. I was a planner, you were spontaneous. I was a nagger, you were passive. I was a wet blanket, you are the party. This is something I have said always before, and I guess I’ll never grow tired of telling you this: you give colour to my world. I am the whip cream; you are my cherry on top. When I am with you, things are always brighter. Though honestly, you sometimes bug me for hours with your never ending stories. I sometimes get tired of it… but not of your enthusiasm in life. Your positive views of life make mine so much better. You remind me of the good there is around in this difficult world. You never fail to make me smile.
As to celebrate love, there is nothing more I could ask for but for me to show you more love. I know a lot of things are more difficult for both of us ever than before. I don’t talk to you that often anymore. I don’t make you poems or make you fun greeting cards or send you white roses anymore. It’s something I need to work on. And it’s something that makes you smile for the day, I know. Because of you, I have seen a lot of the world around me. You opened me to the complexities of women. You introduced to me the art of loving. You showed me how to be gentle. You dressed me up well - literally. You are the one who made me respect women. You showed me how complicated a girl can be. Yet, you never fail to amaze me how you make life so much simple. I envy you on that. That’s why it’s good to have you
As to reasons why I am still with you, the list would just go on and on forever. That’s because I have only seen a part of you. People like you are never hard to love. And people like has more than what meets the eye. I do not claim that I know you fully. All I could claim is that you showed me what you are and what you can be for the time we were together. You were simply yourself and I love you for that. You were never what others want you to be.
After this 8th year together, a new chapter in our lives are unfolding. Mine has started already, and yours, pretty soon. What we had for the past years is something no one can ever take away. It has been part of our lives, one that I would treasure forever. We do not hold what God brings us in the near future. We do not know yet what happens of us. We could only do so much, aspire so much and wish so much. But we do not hold a hundred percent guarantee of what is ahead.
Still, if ever you wonder how my past eight years have been, it has been one fascinating ride. And if you ask me again, how I want to spend the next eight years of my life, I want to spend it with you. Then the next eight years after that, then the next after that, then the next after that…
Huggy is poetic and he loves to write letters for me while I just love to read those long lines that makes me giggle and cry, ahaha.
Hay dr, ano ba ittype ko dito? ahihihi, pwede sabihin ko na lang in person? ahihihi…
Okay, my last 8 years with you was full of corny and mushy things but I love everything about it and I love remembering those moments. It makes me cry and laugh at the same time You know how I love to talk everyday, every hour and every second when we we’re together but still you keep on listening to my unending stories and laugh at my corniest and silliest joke. I also love how you want to dance and sing with me “Please baby dont, baby dont”, “Bella Luna” and other songs that we really like to sing or hum because we forgot the lyrics…hahahaha…
We’re moving to another chapter in our lives and I think God is preparing us to be ready to face His great plans for us in the future, and I keep on praying that we’re still together when that time comes Hay dr, how I wish to be with you always…to be your fashion guide, your radio, your “masahista”, your own lovely chef, your dancer, your best buddy, your listener, your comforter, your partner, your girlfriend at lahat na, ahihihi…I love doing all the things with you except for the hunt of ukay2x, hahaha…
I might leave so soon and I dunno what will happen next…but one thing for sure my dr, I will always be your Switee, your Toinky, your baby, your big girl, your Dear, your Prettywow and your love
Till here na lang po!
Wuv u wuv u so much, ingatz lagi ha…mwahtoot!
It’s 1:18 am on my PC’s clock…so late
I just finished my presentation and I should go to bed now..need to wake up earlier than before because I’ll be going to my mum’s office then I’ll have my presentation at 9am.
My back is aching, ahuuhu…I really need to go to bed!
I’ll just blog tomorrow again, owki-dokies!
